This is my final announcement to all those it may concern…
I am not available to take any calls or meet anyone.
I know some of you will be alarmed, thinking about my so-called “mental illness”.
If you are, then that is your headache to deal with, not mine because I have never been so clear in mind as of now.
You may say, well you have said that in the past but again retracted, let me say that this time it is different because I have been able to see through all the pulls in my heart desiring “love” of some kind or the other, and it has become clear that it is this very longing that is tripping me up.
You may think I am becoming “heartless”, but look into your own hearts to see how much love any of you have for anyone in this world that is “genuine” and NOT tainted by “selfishness” of one kind or the other, where you are unwilling to rub the other’s back unless the other commits to rubbing your back…of course, it is your freedom to see how you want to deal with the itching in your backs.
I’m clear in my mind that I have no obligation or commitment to anyone in this world, including in a way to even myself as this body-mind but luckily God has given me just the bare enough amount to get by because what does one need apart from food, clothing and shelter when you have realized that it is in the trying to keep alive the mind and heart that one succumbs to the ills of this world.
Those who seem to think that I need to finish some of my work commitments, I’m sorry but I am withdrawing from this world totally, and maybe if I accumulate some bad karma on that account either I can wash it away with my jnana sadhana in this life itself, or else do not worry I will be reborn as your kaam-waali in my next life to discharge my debts to such of you people.
