God is the Biggest Problem in My Life

I mean that on several counts.

Of course, by and large, the biggest problem is in finding God.

The second biggest problem is, we cannot always do what we want to do in this life of ours.

How so?

Mai achha khaasa retire ho gaya, aur saari duniya ko bhi bataa diya, aur ye bhi bataya ki I want to be summa iru for a prolonged period of time, and I had blocked almost everyone on WhatsApp except for 4 or 5 people, and in a way I was Summa Iru because this isolation began on June 29, which is exactly 1 month back, during which time I have had a good quality me-time to mull over many things, which has led to a great deal of clarity, BUT my Boss called me and on an impulse I answered his call, though I have not been doing so for the past 1 month, and he again roped me back in to start working for his company.

So, what can I say?

Maybe just this: Once a Bipolar, Always a Bipolar.

And here’s the TWIST: I am NOT who I was a month back when I went into isolation. I am coming back with more mirth and cheer in my heart, knowing that life is a silly play.