In response to my reply to his email (see https://selfrealization.blog/2026/07/10/the-unbearable-anxiety-of-being-just-an-ordinary-human/), my friend wrote: I see (“…discover our true nature as … More
Tag: faith
“The Poverty of Seeking Love”
Claude comments on my post “10 Truths About Love” – https://selfrealization.blog/2026/07/10/10-truths-about-love/ – Sam, these read like a distillation of the … More
The Quarrel with the Present: Human Love, Pleasure, and the Flight from Being Merely Human
Does human love — the love one person feels for another, sometimes unreturned — help or hinder liberation? This dialogue begins there and refuses the usual escape routes: no sublimating the beloved into the Beloved, no dissolving the particular person into metaphysics. It stays with the scandalously particular: this laugh, this handwriting, this way of falling silent mid-sentence. Along the way it separates the two strands entangled in every love — the ego-dismantling that cracks our solipsism, and the pleasure-seeking that certifies our lack — and examines the precise mechanics by which seeking rains on the parade to liberation: the misattributed ananda, the rented ego-death of sex, the anxiety of separateness managed rather than investigated. Krishnamurti’s “understanding is the action” and Ramana’s summa iru frame the inquiry, but the conversation turns its own weapon on itself at the end: isn’t liberation-seeking the final quarrel with the present? Why flee the human that Brahman itself created? Zorba the Greek enters, dancing on the beach after the mine collapses — and the dialogue discovers that the end-state looks embarrassingly like ordinary life fully inhabited, with one difference: no proprietor left behind experience, filing claims against it.
Summa Iru: On Desire, Ignorance, and the Vicious Cycle That Isn’t — What I Wrote to My Kalyana Mitra and Claude’s Critique of It
What is Vedanta’s final instruction, once the four yogas, the scriptures, and the practices are stripped away? Summa iru — be still. But if stillness is the goal, why does the mind refuse it? This letter traces a four-link chain — ignorance, desire, thought, action — to argue that the “obstacles” of Buddhist Abhidharma’s kleshas are symptoms of desire, and desire itself is a symptom of the deeper ignorance that we are body-mind alone. A companion critique examines the circularity this seems to create, and asks whether stillness must be achieved through effort, or simply uncovered by inquiry.
I Can Neither Laugh Nor Cry
A friend wrote: A cicada may spend seventeen years beneath the earth, only to emerge for a single month beneath … More
Wanna Stop Writing After This
“For a long time now, the role of the Brahmin has been outsourced to other countries, particularly Europe and the … More
Latest Writings (and some shares)
The Questions Again, the moon comes up in the night Again, the stars They stir up in me some questions … More
The Uncertainty Of It All, Heisenberg You Were Right
As I walked out one evening,Walking down Urdu Gulli(I know friends are already suspectingSince I was in 9th classThat I … More
Recent Poems
The Questions Again the moon comes up in the nightAgain the starsThey stir up in me some questionsWithout letting me … More
Nee illu Ekkado Telusa – “నీ ఇల్లు ఎక్కడో తెలుసా” || Telugu Folk Song
“నీ ఇల్లు ఎక్కడో తెలుసా?” — Do you know where your true home is? This powerful Telugu folk song cuts through life’s illusions with fearless honesty, addressing the restless human mind directly. You celebrate your house, your family, your wealth — but your real final home, the song reminds us, lies at the cremation ground. You arrived in this world with nothing, and you will leave with nothing.
The song urges the mind not to cling to spouse, children, or siblings — for on the day you depart, even your closest loved ones will hesitate to come near. It questions the endless wrestling over property and possessions, calling them asthi ramu — unstable, impermanent. Fame and status fare no better: “How significant are you in this vast universe? How far does your name really reach?”
Even the body you call your own will one day abandon you. Belonging to the Telugu Vairagya tradition of philosophical folk poetry — echoing saints like Vemana and Kabir — this song does not preach despair. It preaches awakening. Surrender to the eternal, unseen divine, it says, for in a life of total impermanence, that alone is real.